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Invocation



Invocation











Denise Blake


Copyright © Denise Blake 2018

First published in Ireland by Revival Press, Limerick, Ireland

Revival Press is the poetry imprint of The Limerick Writers’ Centre, 12 Barrington Street, Limerick, Ireland


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Book Design: Lotte Bender

Cover Image: Standing on Rutland, Artist Lisa McGill (www.lisamcgillatsea.com)

Author Image: Damien Blake

Managing Editor: Dominic Taylor

Fomatted by: Stephen Riordan


ISBN 978-0-9957333-7-4

A CIP catalogue number for this publication is available from The British Library


We acknowledge the support of The Limerick Writers’ Centre Community Publishing Project & the financial support of Donegal Co Council










For Ríain, Noah and Willow


May they carry the stories forward


And Laurence


Always



















Acknowledgements



The following poems have previously been published or broadcast:


The Beaching - The SHOp magazine of poetry, Numéro Cinq – Uimhir a Cúig

Rutland Island Lore - Stony Thursday no.14

For Sale: 1091 Bonnieview - Sunday Miscellany RTE Radio 1 The Dream Turns - Numéro Cinq

My Father’s Hands - Sunday Miscellany Faded in the Shadows - Boyne Berries Lines from West Cork - Southward Journal After the Shortest Day - Sunday Miscellany

In Times of Candle Light – Sunday Miscellany Christmas Show Dear Muse - Three Drops from a Cauldron

Becoming Shepherds - Sunday Miscellany This is the way it is - Spontaneity Breathings - North West Words Spaces Beyond the Front Door - Poethead Poetry Blog

Mother Goddess - North West Words magazine, Numéro Cinq Mother Goose - Three Drops from a Cauldron Lughnasadh 2017 anthology

Circus Days - Sunday Miscellany, Numéro Cinq Blending - Sunday Miscellany Moving House - Sunday Miscellany

Ultrasound - Poethead Poetry Blog

Grattan Beach - Skylight 47

Butterfly House - Sunday Miscellany

The Breaking - Sunday Miscellany

Seaweed and Rotten Potatoes - Numéro Cinq

Banishing Snakes - Abridged 0-37

Rural Sounds – Sunday Miscellany Invocation - The Irish Times, Numéro Cinq

Towards Rathmullan - on CD, The Donegal Collection, Donegal Hospice

Full Sail - Sunday Miscellany

Aboard - Numéro Cinq





With grateful thanks to Joan and Kate Newmann, Summer Palace Press for my collections, Take a Deep Breath and How to Spin Without Getting Dizzy; to Errigal Writers for all their support; the Poets’ House, Falcarragh; Afric McGlinchey, Kevin Higgins, Garden Room Writers, and the Art Dogs Group who all have prompted some of these poems; Maureen Curran for her advice; Imelda Maguire for her proofing skills, her lovely blurb and all her support; Moyra Donaldson for her kind words and encouragement; Traolach O’Fionnan, Donegal County Council Art’s Officer. Thank you to Sunday Miscellany producers Cliodhna Ni Anluain, Aoife Nic Cormaic and Sarah Binchy. With special thanks to Lisa McGill for her wonderful image for the book cover. To Dominic Taylor and the community of Limerick Writers’ Centre, thank you for publishing this collection.


And finally, thank you to those in my community who continue to encourage my work with those words in greeting: “Are you still writing? Good!”








Contents



Layers Of Time

The Beaching

Rutland Island Lore

Embedded In My Name

A Summer’s Picnic

For Sale: 1091 Bonnieview Avenue

The Return Home

The Dream Turns

Lady Liberty

Lost In Photographs

Crockery

Tastes

My Father’s Hands

Faded In The Shadows

Lines From West Cork

Setting The Pendulum

Lough Salt

In Flight

After The Shortest Day

In Times Of Candle Light

Shape-Clouding

Dear Muse

Denise Believes

If I Could

The Bridging Meal

Becoming Shepherds

Love Sestina

This Is The Way It Is

Breathings

Beyond The Front Door

In The Middle Of A Boston Wedding

Mother Goddess

Mother Goose

And They All Lived Happily

Against Words

Moving House

Turbulence

Circus Days

Blending

Ultrasound

Grattan Beach

Butterfly House

Conversations In Derry

The Visitor

The Breaking

Rutland Island Urchins

Waiting For The Island Boat

Seaweed And Rotten Potatoes

Deliverance

Banishing Snakes

Surfacing

Signs Of Prayer

Rural Sounds

The Rabble Children

Invocation

Crossing Borders

Towards Rathmullan

Full Sail

Aboard

Note On Revival Press

Layers Of Time



A small silver rock, shaped into a heart,

lies on the shoreline. Layers were compacted,

heart upon heart, moment upon moment,

fusing into a strong physical presence.


All the threes around: three grey terriers weave

along the water’s edge, three whooper swans

fly towards the wild ocean, three oystercatchers

feast off the low tide, they source abundance.


Rushes clutch to the rise and fall of sand dunes.

Damp moss clings to bare granite and to a rusting

anchor, in a choking invasion or soft protection;

only each host knows what it receives.


Close my eyes, condense the richness into a perfume of sound and touch: a child laughs, waves lap

as lightly as a spoon-stir in a cup, the wind breathes

on my neck and brings my cheeks to full flush.


I catch a thought before if takes hold, if only

the sea was in high tide, it would be breathtaking.

If only: two words as invasive as the moss.


Take a deep breath, there is beauty

already in this moment. When I next return

to this place, time will have passed. Slivers

of moments upon moments, fusing into a lifetime.



The Beaching



The pod of whales beached themselves on Rutland Island, chose the isolated sweep of the Back Strand to come ashore. My grandmother in her final years would have understood.


Those long-finned pilot whales suffered some trauma, became distressed and confused. And so for her that winter when told her grownup daughter had died suddenly.


Three years later, hearing that her eldest had also

passed on threw something within her off-kilter.

Sent her mind homing towards the Back Strand.


The whales had wandered together, over thirty of them, swam through Scottish waters to the Sound of Arranmore, heading towards the crescent of shoreline and their ending.


She would have understood, the Rutland-born woman

who had long left the island but yearned for that place; called

for it constantly, rose from her sickbed in the middle of the night.


I need to go now. They will be waiting; it will soon be low tide.

She wanted to journey, follow those already gone,

float ashore, let grief beach her there on the Back Strand.





Rutland Island Lore



The beached whales are gone from the Back Strand.

She stands where over thirty had lain rotting

and says, I tell you, they were here.

Long-finned pilot whales, their fierce silence,

their bruised peeling. I tell you, they left deep indents

in the sand that I believed would stay forever.


Her father stands at the island’s granite jetty

where he used to watch trawler after trawler pass by.

He says, I tell you, I heard them, the way their engines

would slow down in gears, the sky filled with seagulls,

the way the water divided in a white wash

rushing to my feet. I thought they would always be here.


Her grandfather stands on the grass of Duke Street,

names the litany of souls in the slate-terraced houses.

He says, I tell you, the sixteen families would mix

through each other’s homes. There was so much life.

The schoolhouse, pub, customs house. How they rowed

to the Port. I thought there would always be islanders here.


They carry the stories: scraw cut from soggy bogs,

herring-saturated waters, seamen who navigated

by instinct, Napper Tandy landing with French forces,

whole buildings lost under shifting sandstorms,

and how, even on these Rosses islands

nothing would grow when the potatoes rotted.

Embedded In My Name



The woman on security at Belfast airport said,

Fill out this boarding form, and don’t forget

your new name. I can spot newlyweds a mile off.

Earlier, sunlight had shone through cathedral

stained glass windows as McGill became Blake.


Years beforehand, a young bride was seasick

on the ocean crossing to their new life in the States

when Eileen McGlinchey had become McGill.

Before that, before she had even met Basil McGill,

herself and a friend spent an office afternoon

picking names for an imaginary daughter. Denise

appeared from the ether, hung in anticipation.


Way before that, Mary Callaghan met Pat McGill

who had travelled from Gortnavilly to Schull.

Neither knew that spores of dread lay in his lungs,

would make her a widow with small children,

his name on a gravestone with Callaghan in-laws.


Parallel to that, Sarah Boyle left her island home

to marry her suitor, a newly qualified vet,

under the disapproving eyes of Mother McGlinchey.

Before that, Sea Captain Boyle met Brigid Melvin

in a boarding house in Ballina, married her, spirited her

away to a salt-soaked island where only potatoes grew.


And moving forward from them all: the Blake name carries forth, our sons grow onward, the trail continues.


A Summer’s Picnic



Back in the Sixties: a weather-worn picnic table

covered in paper plates, jugs of iced tea, bowls

of Mom’s coleslaw and sauerkraut, Tupperware

with cold cuts and home-bakes as family converge

at the centre of the park. Children on the seesaw

and swings, a lifeguard blows his whistle at the pool, squirrels run up trees, the ants begin their invasion.


Cleveland is on the distant skyline. Lake Erie will

freeze over in the winter. Early next summer,

I’ll belly-flop off the high dive, my brother will fall

from a slide. A storm will rise violent off the water

on a July 4th. in the future. The time approaches

when we’ll be visited by loss. Not this day, as we gather

around a sturdy table, laden with love and security.














For Sale: 1091 Bonnieview Avenue



This single-family residence is in Lakewood, Ohio.

A colonial-style building, white aluminium siding,

central location, suitable for raising young children.

Two flags fly from the front porch: the Stars and Stripes

and a Tricolour, although the Irish credentials of 1091 are

well documented and don’t necessarily need flag-waving.


The porch contains a glider and chairs that can be covered

by car-rugs, shaped as tents during summer sleepovers. Living-room area is dilapidated in a cozy, kids-running-about, kind of way. The fireplace mantle carries stockings for Santa and various school-made ornaments. Dining room has space for Sunday brunches and Thanksgiving dinners.


The sparsely furnished kitchen holds a homely atmosphere filled with aromas of freshly baked yeast-bread or chocolate Whoopie Pies. Side-entrance with screen door is perfectly placed mid-house for the return-from-school shout, Mom! I’m home! Stairs lead on down to the basement for shelter during Kansas-type tornadoes and nightmares of Oz.


This residential property has four bedrooms and one full bath. A bathroom door opens onto a small balcony where children carried from their sleeping can witness their first eclipse. Electric fans fit into window frames. Bedrooms are big enough for three daughters, a baby boy and homesick immigrant parents. Tooth fairies and Easter bunnies do deliver to this address.


Bonnieview is divided by the Nickel Plate railway line. Freight trains passing are as soothing as a lullaby, the tracks provide boundaries: you can Trick-or-Treat that far and no further, but carry stories of young men dying while playing Chicken. Sidewalks have squirrels, neighbours’ dogs, lines of ants, lightning-bugs and a safe space for learner roller-skaters.



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