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Behind Closed Doors


Ndzalama Ngobeni

Copyright © 2018 Ndzalama Ngobeni

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be constructed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental. All characters depicted are 18 years or older.

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A wise man once said to me


Poetry to me was a way of expressing myself saying what i needed to say.poetry was how I expressed my feelings .Thank you to everyone who supported an incouraged me mostly thank you to my sister MBUYISO KARREN SITHOLE she stood by me from day one she incouraged an supported me she motivated me to reach my full potential an to never give up on my dreams thank you all for your support and love i know that together we can make my dreams come true ......

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The shadows I shall rise

My mother is Hero

The journey of mystery

Africa my land

My self


The Queen of My Heart

A beautiful journey

Just not enough

Treasure of gold

No amount of thanks

Importance of education

True love

I thought


The shadows I shall rise

At the end…

I shall rise with my head held up high…

before everyone,

I shall rise with my pride and respect.

Broken, disguised and ashamed as I was from the shadows.

I shall rise.

Discouraged and judged from the shadows shall I rise.

Cursed and insulted from the shadows I shall rise.

Disappointed and weak from the shadows I shall rise from the shadows, I shall rise firm and bold I shall rise strong and beautiful I shall rise.

Lost so deep in the shadows that doubt was if I can rise but upon all from the shadows I shall rise.

I shall rise up high, tall and strong.

Beautiful and gracious.

I shall rise.

The world will stand still and me?

I shall rise, rise so high.

My moments of pain and anguish shall be turned into joy and celebration, from the bottom I shall rise up high to the end I shall rise.

Those who rejected and mocked me shall accept and cherish me.

I shall rise from the ashes, I shall rise and they will rejoice and celebrate.

My days of shadows and lust shall be buried and never return no matter what, I shall rise from the shadows. I shall rise bold with determination.

Allegiant and beautiful strong and joyful I shall rise.

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